record #2 | 02 - 02 - 2023 - Evening :
I am a piece of shit. I deserve to die. Why doesn't god just kill me. I just annoy everyone.
It's better to jump into the ocean of uncertainty and discomfort, than to choke on a fisher's hook forever.
I should face reality and focus on the grind.
record #1 | 19 - 01 - 2023 - Evening :
People leave me. I can't do anything about it. It's beyond my control. I thought I made a new friend a few days ago, looks like they blocked me. Life sucks.
But, I am glad because some people still stay with me.
I guess I annoy some people to the point where they block me. I hate it. I hate myself. I don't know why. I don't like people leaving me or cutting me off.